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I admit it, I'm a wreck.

I'm a mess that desperately needs the attention of the cleaning supplies from that little corner closet of your heart.

You've broken me, fixed me and broke me again one too many times.

But there's still part of me that knows you're the one.


What changed?

Why have I slipped down your ladder of priorities?

Why don't you talk to me?

Your conversation is my medicine.

What made you decide to stop telling me you loved me?

Once every couple days isn't enough for me.

I thrive off of your affection.

I breathe for your attention.

Without you I am nothing.

But still, somehow I know you're still the one.


It's funny how the first kind smile and intriguing personality can grab your heart when the one you crave it from is giving you endless withdrawals.

He makes me laugh, he makes me smile.

But you're the one with full control of me.

You could kill me if you wanted.

Just snap your fingers and I'm done.

I'd rather die by your hand than live life trying to 'make it work' with another sweet face.

None would be as sweet as yours.

What I would give to go back to the months when things were good.

I would trade anything for it.

But now you make me cry more than laugh, sulk more than smile.

Day after day I wait in vain to hear you call or answer my simple questions.

I wish I felt that we were on the same level again.

I wish I felt that you cared as much as you've told me you do.

And yet I still hold on.

Hoping, praying, waiting

That one day things will be good again.

And through it all, I still believe you are the one for me.
Its been a long time since I've poured my heart out into writing.
© 2010 - 2024 beckyCHOKE
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Boys will come and go, but your friends are the ones who really matter. I'm here if you ever need anything :rose::blackrose::rose::blackrose::rose: